Finding God has a lot to do with defining God
People talk a lot about finding God. What they are really saying is that they are ‘defining’ God.
Your god is defined by your actions. Period. You may claim to believe wholeheartedly in Allah, in Yahweh, in Jesus, in Higher Beings, whatever; your claims I am sorry to report, do not matter. What you do, what you choose when presented with a choice, that is what defines your god, that is what matters.
You may claim to believe in Allah, but when you ‘let it slide’ and decide to illegally tighten up on your electricity meter, really, you are following the god of greed. You define your own god by the actions you take. So finding god has a lot – a lot – to do with defining god.
When was the last time you tried to do that? Or are you not questioning authority yet?